Such is Life

I really am trying to be a little bit better about keeping on top of my blog, but as someone, somewhere, might have noticed is that I'm not. I pretty much suck at this sort of thing, but I do find some pleasure in it so I want to get better at it.

On a different note, life goes on. I am rather frustrated about the fact that my parents are still bitter towards Wes. It wasn't like it was all his decision and he made me move in with him. Why do they hold it so strongly against him? It hurts my heart and my feelings to no end that the both of us can't go over for dinner, or he can't come over to meet the extended family on Thanksgiving. They are a part of my life, as is Wes, and I just want the two parts to become one. I think if I could have anything in the world, it would be that.

Moving on again. I have officially began Christmas shopping! I am rather proud of myself for beginning so early. All I have gotten is a little something for my dear younger brother, but hey, we all have to start somewhere.

The holidays are going to be particularly stressful as far as family goes. If I had my choice it would be to spend the whole day with Wes as we made our rounds from house to house. But, of course, that wont happen. So I have to choose where I'll be at what time, whose house I'll be eating Thanksgiving dinner at, where I'll be Christmas day, etc. It's a pain in the ass.

Lately I have been pretty stressed out about, not only things like family, but my jobs and money and feeling sick and getting fat and all of that fun stuff. It's hard and I hate having things like that floating around in my brain. But as soon as I get home I feel so content and comfortable that even if those things are in my brain, they don't seem to bother me so much.

I guess thats what love does, huh?

xoxo