re-think. re-wind.

regret.

just that word makes my stomach turn. the though of knowing you've done something that you hate, but it is nothing that you can change.

lately i have been seeing a few of my old friends, reminiscing about the 'old days'. and sure, i do have many great memories in there. but i mostly think about the bad, about the wrong, about my regrets. they seemed to have come over me like a wave in these past weeks. and the worst is knowing that you just have to live with them. there is no chance of going back to change a damn thing.